Tuesday, August 18, 2009

18/8/09 Tue , Sunny

another pathetic day , a pathetic sight during morning that almost disgust me to death......and i even heard that bitch go ask junior for souvenir and give damn many assignments , not enough of that , she go ask Chia Shin do the same thing...what kind of senior is this?? it's pathetic.....i think u are not worth more than a garbage for treating juniors like that...

my class was supposed to end at 12pm although i can end it at 10am...i was just loitering there...then bungkus something back to eat lunch..reach home finished lunch at 1pm, then Chia Shin called me saying 2pm got class...i was like in "what the fuck" mode!! i then rushed ASAP to my campus again...barely late for class...reach like 1.55pm and had to wait till 3pm for class as group D has to let group C first...zzzzzz regretted for the rush...

almost had an accident due to the rush...anyway the class was quite worth it because Dr.Naga was a really good teacher and friend...he kinda reminds me of Mr.Lingam of Kasturi , who was a really great motivator........i supposed Dr.Naga is a brahmin also...from the way he talks la...such teacher are really rare and extinct edi..

everyone keep saying that the person maybe don't mean what she said, but i think i know that person more than anyone else does.......i know how bitchy she is.....all my ex-roommate knows...that's why she doesn't even dare to look at me today...she knows that i know what she meant...plenty of other coursemates were saying they didn't really think like her but who knows ....i don't think i should trust any of them....i am sick of them...enough is enough..........they are just pathetic pests to me.........

*off to listen Sammi Cheng oldies to calm myself down*

wow, i actually mistrusted another person again.....Hsiao Lynn i will remember what u did today...i treat u as friend and u betrayed our friendship by telling that bitch.........enough already.....u all are very sickening

*off to ninjutsu dojo to whack sandbag with sensei to chat and talk with*

back from dojo and talking with sensei.......just like what senpai said , he asked me to calm down......he also said i am better off be a lone wolf , so be it...there is no meaning in believing someone with doubt within my heart....thx sensei , senpai....am so tired now.....sandbagged for 30min nonstop! zz

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

well, just passing by your blog. and i guess i know how you feel. Just let go. Dont take all those into heart. Dont ever let hatred and anger overwhelm you... Take care. Goodluck. tomorrow is always a good day!