31/7/09 Fri , Sunny

nothing much to say about today except i met back few of my primary classmates back on facebook.....it was like so many years ago..........seeing those picture of the class is so classic...lots of catching up haha

two more days to the end of this lame holiday

29/7/09 Wed , Cloudy

nothing much today...another day full of boredom...KTSN people will be released from quarantine tomorrow

28/7/09 Tue , Cloudy

yup, its confirm that UKM KL infested with H1N1 ..a total of 6 cases...and students are trying to escape quarantine but in the end kena caught hahahah, seriously epic fail!

today, he bully my mom in the morning by throwing some boxes at her...and he got his payout by kena accident today by a lori...and i am glad that my grandpa is looking over my mom and me, he told my mom to go out work and no need see his stupiak face every freaking day and i guess my grandpa avenge for my mom to cause his car accident...that should teach him a lesson....thank u grandpa.....for being such a great grandpa...i am sorry that i couldn't do much.....i myself also kinda getting sick of his character.... the only reason why he don't dare to mess with me is he know how scary if i explode my temper....thus he go bully my soft mom......one of these day, if he still find trouble with me or my mom till i can't tahan , i will seriously land my fist on his face.......i don't know why i got such a father....useless rubbish..simplify it , "lap sap"

and i wanna thank my friends who care for me ..

i hate him , i hate him , i hate him!!!!

gambler , bad temper , no balls pussy son-of-a-bitch.....

only know how to bully woman....useless man! don't keep telling me to respect you if you don't even deserve it....hell cares if you are my father , for heaven sake i am not even afraid of you since i am in secondary school , do you think i will now? all you do is just raise your voice like a dog barking and a crybaby whining....get a life sucker!

27/7/09 Mon , Cloudy

today is a very special day , went for 2 hrs of lecture and end up with 5-6 hrs of suspense and thrill just as if i am in the world of Resident Evil virus contamination ....during our lecture with Dr Jasmina , two students came in and say "budak ktsn boleh balik ktsn dan dikuarantin" , i was like "holy shit , H1N1 holiday"...this was because i was just talking bout holiday with junior wee kwong and senior wui jing the night before....if i am so lucky in Toto , i think i damn rich edi...

i know i know, many people don't like this holiday cos got replacement later , but try to look at a different perspective , imagine no quarantine , those ktsn people walking freely in campus infecting everyone like zombie biting normal human being....worst right? so got quarantine now be happy lor...Happy Holiday ^^

one whole week dunno want do what leh....sigh...play game lor...

i come home , and i got fucked by my dad again because of the stupid printer doesn't print well...is it my fault that the printer fucked up? he need to throw his tantrum over me ? throw every single piece of paper he printed with cacat quality on me? who the hell does he think he is? if i am writing this here , it means i am trying very hard to maintain my patience already......and he talk to me back in a soft voice again during my dinner , screw him........i didn't bother answering him....don't try to get too close to me u son of a bitch!

26/7/09 Sun , Rainy

woke up in a great heavy rain morning....feel so light-headed and so i ponteng the Gegar Gemilang Gigi aka 3G ..i heard only few people of my batch went for it...

oh well , didn't do much for today....kinda bored , so i end up watching Decade episode 26....Natsumi-chan sacrifice herself to save Tsukasa...i guess deep down inside Tsukasa heart , Natsumi is his real love......but too bad its too late.....

and having monday blues as usual.....

wonder if i will be able to sleep well tonight...

i hope i do.....the journey must go on!

25/7/09 Sat , Sunny

well , today i took my car for service as usual.....woke up with severe headache most probably due to too much alcohol i took in last night as i really couldn't sleep..and today i had complete breakdown..

i had been telling myself to be patient , wait and wait...at the end , everything turns out to be so terrible.....is it worth waiting anyway? i had a feeling that waiting isn't as pointless as it seems..if someone is waiting , that place become a place to return to... you may send them off , but they probably will return to that place...

a place where u call home......

i need to get back up on my feet.....

how i wish there will be someone there to support me through the way..

but then again , i am just passing through and always alone......

grandpa , please give me the strength to move on......i shall never forget my aim to study well this year , i musn't stay like this too long....

and today my cussie from Newstead Woods told me that they are coming over in a week ...i am looking forward to meet all of u Abi , Thomas and Benjamin..take care till then...

24/7/09 Fri ,Sunny

another week passed , was such a hastle today ....since i was the group leader , i had to find Dr. Muzafar but he was talking to another lecturer...waited quite long and thx God Dr Shuriana was kind enuf to ask me if i had anything on...otherwise i don't know how long i had to wait in prostho dept. I seriously hate to be leader of something zzz.

then again the class was delayed till 11am...i was like wtf ... after that , went to library to meet up with ShuMei and others, drove to HUKM , eat at KFC with shumei , erica , xinyi , yong siang....surprisingly i am not full enough even after eating 2 sets...one set of chickenroni with drink plus another set of chicken rice with drink also...lolz

then i end up go HUKM cafe with AiLing and buy another waffle to share with her.....baru filled a bit my stomach ...after a long boring lecture, i feel hungry again.. does people feel hungry faster if they are unhappy? i don't know why i eat so much today.....

and gonna have dinner soon again...and i was wondering why Kenneth didn't showed up in class for few days...today i found out he had dengue....poor thing..he missed several ICD session already..get well soon

and today hsiao lynn and others in library asked me why i so close with yong siang .......well i don't know how to say....i guess thats me , i do forgive and forget ..and i don't discriminate people...it's not nice..i don't know if they agree with me , but if i discriminate him like them , what makes me different from them? wouldn't yong siang be very lonely just like how i got abandoned during my first year juz bcos i didn't join IO?

i do not wish things that happened to me happened to another person...

and tmrw will be Erica's birthday..so Happy Birthday to her!

and today i saw a message and i know all hope is gone.........

and Sunday stupid ktsn1 activity will be ponteng by me =) i want some good sleep!

and finally i am glad my late grandpa is there to help my grandma ....u r the greatest grandpa...no matter where you are , God bless u and rest in peace...i will try my best to take care of my mom!

23/7/09 Thu,Sunny

it's almost two weeks now since i started my 3rd year, currently undergoing Introduction to Clinical Dentistry which is practically kinda fun for me...it's truly dentistry from now on and i am up for the challenges ahead!

many things had changed since the start of 3rd year , i feel like i am getting further and further away from everyone most probably due to the schedule of my group...and certain friendship changes........too many changes that i can't really accept for now

now i know why i like to write blog last time , to release all my unhappiness that i can't speak to anyone except my beloved blog where no one knows and no one reads about...

but then again, something funny happened today during demo in X-Ray room ....killing 3 birds in one stone , it's the best saying that i can suit the situation with...

there are still so many things that i can't write it all out here.....i don't know why , am i scare? am i shy? i am starting to isolate myself again...and tmrw will be heading to HUKM for the 2nd time , might wanna try out the KFC chickenroni or whatever new in KFC ...

and today was kinda tiring as i was having 2 demos in one day packed into 3 hrs from 2pm to 5pm with a short notice........as i drive , i can't help myself from thinking of so many things that happened lately........just when i need someone to talk to, it's always nobody.....

i am always alone................................so what's the point of having friends and jiejie? family? better don't have then have it...they just add problems to my daily life...seeing them shouting screaming to each other everyday...it's sickening

and yeah my 1st yr juniors all are undergoing LAME IO again.....i mean its not lame if there isn't any assignments and all...but anyway no further comment on that since i didn't join it as well....

planning to ponteng Sunday Gegak Gemilang dental lame activity.....need some sleep seriously