23/7/09 Thu,Sunny

it's almost two weeks now since i started my 3rd year, currently undergoing Introduction to Clinical Dentistry which is practically kinda fun for me...it's truly dentistry from now on and i am up for the challenges ahead!

many things had changed since the start of 3rd year , i feel like i am getting further and further away from everyone most probably due to the schedule of my group...and certain friendship changes........too many changes that i can't really accept for now

now i know why i like to write blog last time , to release all my unhappiness that i can't speak to anyone except my beloved blog where no one knows and no one reads about...

but then again, something funny happened today during demo in X-Ray room ....killing 3 birds in one stone , it's the best saying that i can suit the situation with...

there are still so many things that i can't write it all out here.....i don't know why , am i scare? am i shy? i am starting to isolate myself again...and tmrw will be heading to HUKM for the 2nd time , might wanna try out the KFC chickenroni or whatever new in KFC ...

and today was kinda tiring as i was having 2 demos in one day packed into 3 hrs from 2pm to 5pm with a short notice........as i drive , i can't help myself from thinking of so many things that happened lately........just when i need someone to talk to, it's always nobody.....

i am always alone................................so what's the point of having friends and jiejie? family? better don't have then have it...they just add problems to my daily life...seeing them shouting screaming to each other everyday...it's sickening

and yeah my 1st yr juniors all are undergoing LAME IO again.....i mean its not lame if there isn't any assignments and all...but anyway no further comment on that since i didn't join it as well....

planning to ponteng Sunday Gegak Gemilang dental lame activity.....need some sleep seriously